Where are the real soldier in the Lord

[softroses08]

Hello I am not new to native passion but however I am new to this site. Just join. I have seen where all of the other site are posted from top to bottom yet here is what strange or peculiar . We all join this site to chat about the Lord. Tell our Testimony how we made it thought, yet all I see here a empty forum , blog's What we can not say something about our Father who woke us all up this morning and started us on our way. We can not write and tell how wonderful he has been to us? yet we join this site why? What to just see pic here .No one saying anything? What a shame to say we are for him Yet we can not or will not tell other about him. Here is a chance for you to Show other just what he mean to you and what he had done in your life. Let hundred of people know what you think and feel about GOD. Here is a chance to help other as the Lord told us to so wake up people move those hand and not just speak about it let's write about it please prove me out to be wrong.

softroses08

[southernfinery]

`you can start the ball rolling by telling us all how God has changed your life forever.How has Jesus made you whole?

[softroses08]

`Hello not problem., First he kept me. To explain what that means to me I will need to give you just one of my many, testimony You see I know who held on to me who brought me to this point, not man he don't not attain that kind of strenght love and power,I was 25 years old nothing No one could have told me just how fast my life was going to change.yes I had been threw something before this happen (hard times) but this was my life changeing time.ok where was i, I had been living with my oldest kid father for about 9 years from menphis to texas in which we was together, Well when we got dowm to texas all hell broke lose the fighting the drinking and yes then the drugs He had quickly turn into a man in whom I knew nothing about it like when a( Girl turn from being slow to what is know as fast) He was cheating with other ladies in my face They call the house and it took me by a storm something like over night Well in any case life went from being on earth straight to hell and this was to last about what seen like years into a few month The name calling, the punches. The threat, the selling of drug in the house with the kid's .Ok you got the point all of this cause me to have what is know as a Nervous breakdown Well just to let you know I went all the way down I did not know my own name for a few It was Hard to remember just who the kids was ,thing that was easy for me became hard. I ran crying about all of these new feeling how can I make them go away I ran right into a church name waterview baspith church it was on a satuaday around the time of dust I ask GOD please help me I Told him to make me whole again and that I will return to this place in the mor
ing in which I did .My life change after that . I gain the strentght to put that evil behind me and took my kids and move back home to Chicago and then Joliet Ill. I pick my bible up and read it like a thirst person need water,I was giveing another chance to get my life together and away from those in whom I was never even yoke with To this day I know that over the years and thinking back to the few parts that I can remember about my breakdown I know in my heart and mind that only God and his Son kept me. When I was a little girl I remember my mother making us go to church I can think on the time she prayed for us I so glad that she did you see in the last minuite before I done something final or foolish. I remember to go and pray just like mother did. I hope that I got the ball rolling for you as well as other I know that I been change. never going to turn around.

[southernfinery]

`I am amazed at how much a person can take and will take from another human being.Women have that nuturing spirit and sometimes it gets confused with love.I'm also amazed at how men can be so hateful and cruel to a being that was sculpted by God himself from bone.We all know how precious bone china is and imo that is how women should be seen(as bone china).I am forever grateful and humbled by the love of the Father for his wayward children and I know for a fact that his mercy does indeed endure.Sickness and disease devastate so many and hurting someone intentionally is doing the work of the enemy.I know that hurt touches everyone at some time in their lives and that that hurt can be from a lose or from someone doing the enemies work.It still hurts so much,doesn't it?Sometimes the scars can be so deeply enbedded on our hearts that it takes almost a lifetime to heal but then some scars don't heal they just scab over.Jesus is the ONLY way to get through this hurt as you said softroses.You ran to him and I am sorry it took you losing your mind to get you to come to him but he was there waiting nonetheless.His word tells us in Isaiah that the chastisement of our peace was on him.The word chastisement comes from chastise which means to correct.The word tells us that God chastises those that he loves meaning he corrects us.Left on and to our own we will surely fall into despair and devastation that is why we need Jesus so very much in every area of our lives especially in relationships.Remember that when you collapsed mentally you were not saved by grace because you had not called on his name but afterwards when you ran into the church you ran under the blood of the lamb and that is what you must trust in.What can wash away my sin,nothing but the blood of Jesus'what can make me whole again,nothing but the blood of Jesus;how precious is that flow that makes me white as snow,no other power I know,nothing but the blood of Jesus!!!!!!!

[softroses08]

`How good to know that we can be on the same page, without trying to put one another down your knowledge of GOD is your and your only it is GOD who gave it to you . Therefore my knowledge of him is mines because he gave it to me. He give gift's accordingly as he see fit He also enlighten each of us with what he wan us to learn of him .He give some more then other because the unlearn does not have to pay for what is not know to them now on the other hand he expect more from those who receive more. sorrow and the love for all is a gift in this since so glad that he is a heart knower. It did not take me having a nervous break down to find god (I am his child so please don't get funny no one can hide from him and we all know that he does avenage his own) I have seen this with my own eye. So don't say losing my mind. As if I am or have been crazy. Not fair. one can have a nervous break down because of every day stress It just depend on how one handle the stress in their life at the time. I have been to school to study The word, and God has also put some wisdom in me. I thank him for all he had done in my life and how he and only He continues to hold me until this day. my mother raise all of us in church I had just got away from it so I did know where to run and so glad that I did in this time in my life I remember my mother and father how they read to us . I Thank my parents for staying together and raising six well educated kid who make a good life for their self to this day How God has bless my family in spite of our many faults and I Thank him because I am not ashamed of what I been Thought because I know who I am . What I am and Where I am going .That makes a difference in this life. Oh and yes I am so Glad to see that you are growing up and not picking because your lack of understand. seeing how we all can not be the same we learn difference think difference and act difference Therefore we perceive difference as long as the road meet at that pearly gate why question what someone else know just because you have not the knowledge, be that as it may . In Repetition you take the low road and I will take the high road or vise verse. All long as I get my robe to wear in God Kingdom with GOD and his Son JESUS It do not matter.To the road as long as it end where GOD and his son JESUS is .

[southernfinery]

`I will say this directly to you softroses and to noone else but if it relates to another on here then I pray that it helps them also.I don't know who told you that you were cleared to engage in polite conversation but they lied to you.I don't know who told you that you were well educated but they lied to you and I don't know who told you that you could travel any road you wanted to but that eventually you would get to heaven but they lied to you.You are constantly attacking but not listening or in this case not reading.You really need to stop this nonsense because you and I both know that the one you are serving in this attack mode is not Lord Jesus but is indeed the devil himself.Your doctrine is that of jehoviah witnesses and before you attack again look up their beliefs.You have been through as much as countless other women and if you wish to leave it behind then you need to ask Jesus to help you to forgive those that have done you wrong.I don't know how far down into darkness you went when you had a mental collapse but apparently you brought something back with you.If you are in a true bible believeing,God fearing church then you should take these forum posts,mine and yours, and ask your pastor to look at them so he can help you to see what I am sure so many others can see and what I will pray the good Lord allows you to see.Right now however your spirit is blind and your heart is broken.Hold fast to the cross and please stop professing your renown education because your words don't match up with your claim.As far as going to a school to get an education about God and heaven,that is good but without the holy spirit teaching you about Jesus then you are still one of the unlearned about Jesus and our Father in heaven.Also there are so many that see the teaching of religion as easy money and have made it their life's work to take advantage of this and have received credentials proclaiming their righteous standing in the eyes of man.Read the last word again because even though these have credentials they have no standing in Gods eyes.In the o/t God appointed the teachers,preachers,priests and prophets.Now they go get a piece of paper saying they are one of these but that is going to back fire in their faces.I hope you take this with a grain of salt and let it get into your spirit before you explode onto the post page.gbu and tc

[softroses08]

`wow sorry that I stop reading after the first line You have a nice day done with answer you on any post.

[southernfinery]

`amen and ptl today is a good day in the Lord indeed.....Our Father in heaven hallowed be thy name;thy kingdom come thy will be done,on earth as it is in heaven;give us this day our daily bread and forgive us our debts as we forgive our debtors;lead us not into temptation but deliver us from the evil one,for thine is the kingdom,and the power,and the glory forever and ever Amen.